Sunday, September 25, 2005

caring is creepy

after 3 months of bittersweet,joy and excitement,i wanna start blogging again.there were so many things happened within this 3 historical months before i end up my status as a trainee.6 months.3 closest friends( anas mior and syidi)sharing ups and downs,7 wonderful staff cum friends(ram,zaki,kak wan,aiza,kenneth,william),1 gorgeous and amazing lady bos(pn sastina mayandi suwanti),another discipline and harworking yet ignoring eurasian looks bos(en azlan-respect him so much!)dyah,another good fella,skoolmate cum housemate,another skoolmate,cput who share the same interests,talk nonsense.9 crazy cool guys helmi,soy,cawat,pecot,sohai,hariri,kbau,medek,chot.i'm gonna miss u all really bad!i really had a good time!!futsal,road trip to malacca,independence day,karaoke!!!!,musreen's weeding,kys 10 years.payat,ope,moon,sue,moon,nik(nice meeting you all after 5 years of lost contact,good luck uk fellas!).arsyan ismail(my twin)hahaha,amoism syndrome...this guy is crazy with amoi.went back to malaysia after graduated,now searching for amoi!.epo,jimmy,bis,azmi,amar,shawn,mama,baby,iwar,(ustaz cabul),naim the bastits.u guys rock the world!futsal forever!to achik,nett,nisa,welcome to the family!sunway,subang,shah alam,plaza mont kiara,hartamas.plaza damas the meeting place.nite market,flea market in plaza mont kiara.KLpac-new hot spot!harith iskandar stand up comedy!darn funny.STOMP-THE BEST!!!.national art gallery,art market,selayang,one utama,midvalley,old klang road-not bad,cozy place 2 live.damansara-maybe my future place to be homing.mohsin's in taman tun.rojak in ss15,the best!pak arab restaurant in subang.sri bidara restaurant,hell wit it!spectrum apartment-memorable.sunway lagoon,never been there altho its just next to my aparment.go for what?disagree showcase in har rock cafe..excellent.LDP,what can i say?NPE-fastest wayto mior'sand nadwa's place,mahal la.murni(superb),kayu nasi kandar (hangout place with teenah and mark that day) in ss2.GE,holiday villa.adri, the most peramah person i ever met!he's cool!uptown nite market,shit i lost f**king 50 bucks there!rock corner in one utama,impressed with the cd's baru,official place after every show in istana budaya or national art gallery.the best memories!im going to miss those things in future!!definitely!!now,welcome back to uni life.i will pen off with a poem called 'asil-l-end'..but thats another story behind it.i don't have any canvas to express my feelin,so i did it this way...


planning to meet
planning for a date
22 years since 1983
i never felt this way

i try on my blue shirt
she asking for a dress code
me sitting on a vintage green couch
she's my only hope
she's my impossible

i've try my best,but it don't succeed
7 is the cursed number
i'm dying to know
i'd like to know
raincheck...u said
it's a sharp hint of tears
will the sacred liquid streaming down my face?

your pictures flashing into my mind
it won't make any better now
it won't make any better
i'm living in ur words
i'll never be with you..


Saturday, June 11, 2005

french arts festival

had a chance to watch french animated movies after work last thurs and fri at HELP institute.poor turnout for that couple of days.during the opening ceremony on thurs,we realized that its just me and amar are the only students here.yang lain sume french embassy press!but after that we had a 'french' refreshment after the opening before continue watching the animated movies.cinnamon roll,choc cookies,bla bla bla.the animations were very very interesting and cool!its free....

Sunday, May 29, 2005

orange sky

Saturday, May 28, 2005

ahmad dhani.GENIUS

Sudah... kudaki gunung tertinggi

Hanya untuk mencari di mana dirimu
Sudah... kujelajahi isi bumi
Hanya untuk dapat hidup bersamamu

Sudah... kuarungi laut samudra
Hanya untuk mencari tempat berlabuhmu
Tapi... semakin jauh ku mencari cinta
Semakin aku tak mengerti

Akulah Arjuna yang mencari cinta
Wahai wanita... cintailah aku

Mungkin... ku temui cinta sejati
Saat aku hembuskan nafas terakhirku
Mungkin... cinta sejati memang tak ada
Dalam cerita kehidupan ini

this was the best song they played last nite at KL Tower.Definitely the best concert for me so far, compared to Baybeats 2004(Singapore).KL tower was really really pack!full with indons,rock one time i really can't breath!damn pack!but me,mior,syidi,amar,saif and nad really had a goodtime!met coot,bob,joe,sogol,atul,adat too!after the concert we had a so called 'celebration' of the successfull concert in Kg Baru.Nasi Lemak Cikgu.

Friday, May 27, 2005

KL tower

saturday 8.00 p.m

hope to see/find a miracle there

Thursday, May 26, 2005


"THEN said Almitra, Speak to us of Love.

And he raised his head and looked upon
the people, and there fell a stillness upon
them. And with a great voice he said:

When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.

And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions
may wound you.

And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he
crucify you. Even as he is for your growth
so is he for your pruning.

Even as he ascends to your height and
caresses your tenderest branches that quiver
in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and
shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto

He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;

And then he assigns you to his sacred
fire, that you may become sacred bread for
God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you
that you may know the secrets of your
heart, and in that knowledge become a
fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only
love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover
your nakedness and pass out of love's
Into the seasonless world where you
shall laugh, but not all of your laughter,
and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives naught but itself and takes
naught but from itself.

Love possesses not nor would it be
For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say,
"God is in my heart," but rather, "I am
in the heart of God."

And think not you can direct the course
of love, for love, if it finds you worthy,
directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfill

But if you love and must needs have
desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook
that sings its melody to the night.

To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding
of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.

To wake at dawn with a winged heart
and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate
love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the
beloved in your heart and a song of praise
upon your lips."
-excerpt from The Prophet, by Kahlil Gibran

Wednesday, May 25, 2005


tribute to khalil gibran
Lebanese-American philosophical essayist, novelist, mystical poet, and artist.
Nobel Prize Winner 1990.

My house says to me, "do not leave me, for here dwells your past."
And the road says to me, "Come and follow me, for I am your future."
And I say to both my house and the road,
"I have no past, nor have I a future.
If I stay here, there is a going in my staying;
and if I go there is a staying in my going.
Only love and death change all things."


Modern civilization has made woman a little wiser, but it has increased her suffering because of man's covetousness. The woman of yesterday was a happy wife, but the woman of today is a miserable mistress. In the past she walked blindly in the light, but now she walks open-eyed in the dark. She was beautiful in her ignorance, virtuous in her simplicity, and strong in her weakness. Today she has become ugly in her ingenuity, superficial and heartless in her knowledge. Will the day come when beauty and knowledge, ingenuity and virtue, and weakness of body and strength of spirit will be united in a woman?